they're gone ): ): ): T_T
god knows when i'll get to see them again.. im missing them already ):):):):):
last time was 7 plus years ago. thats a freaking long time! T_T
daddy says he'll let me go visit them during dec hols MYSELF (: hopefully he really does let me. but i'll have to go church liddat ._. ahh whatever :/ im not as against it as they are. gonggong was super cant-bear-to-leave them.
but with OGL practices and stuff.. and i bet mummy wont let me go myself. ): somehow it'll just be cancelled. or they'll all tag along. T_T and with my shitty results now. in 10 weeks am i supposed to improve by leaps and bounds? =.= how am i gonna do that.. x.x

went with them for lunch today. gonggong said it hurts so much. i feel soooooo sad for him. HAIZ. and yet theres nothing i can do ): sucks so much. T_T

crapppp.. school's starting tomorrow.
i dont want to get back ANY papers.
since i knew i flunked all.. >_<
and wed i still wanna go out.. PLEASE LET THEM MARK SLOWER. BEST IS DRAG FOR ANOTHER WEEK (:
sec sch i wanted to get back the papers and they always drag for weeks.
now i dont want to get them back.. what will happen? :/

im like super emo these few days.. =.= so much stuff happened. i just cant face it any more. i wan to tell someone so much. yet i dont know where to start. T_T

he hasnt been online for 3 days.including today. i wonder if its his parents. or is it just he doesnt want to talk?
i hope nothing goes wrong.. sorry. that day i was super emo abt my stuff. cant help much.(like i did in the past) it'll end up being u consoling me la huhs. ahh oh wells. take it easy luhs (: failing now its better then failing during a lvls right(:
hold me tight. once upon a time.... i believed.
[x] i'm still waiitingg for you. ((://*