have been blogging almost quite frequently for the past few months, ever since i've created this blog. oh ya! i changed blog skin today oso.. haha my favourite PINK!! =D lols -.-

lin an's birthday today.. didnt give him anything, although i want to. but nahh. shall not be faced with embarrassment when i present him with it. maybe i'll give it to him or fran next time.. see how first. mabel's first sentence to me today was: u got competitor le worh... just because cheryl gave lin an a present.. how lame can she get la -.- hes hers and yet she.. oh well. just too many suitors.. cant blame her.

ohhhh. im feeling so depressed. he's stopped smsing me ever since that day.. i have been wondering.. was it a wrong move to let them even meet? but whats done cant be undone.. just have to face the fact that most probably they're getting together. and im losing a friend that i can confide in.. hes really a nice friend to talk to.. seriously. but i cant help it can i?
hopefully during VI i can hang out more with him.. then our relationship can continue to build..
butttt.... HAPPY DREAMING. is all i can say... good luck in everything u do..
hold me tight. once upon a time.... i believed.
[x] i'm still waiitingg for you. ((://*