a few more months to o lvls. to be precise, 60 more days. i seriously want to start studying. but everytime i just dont have the willpower to do so. as the days draw nearer, the reluctance to pick up my books grow. lazyiness i admit. but i just cant seem to get anything into the dull hollow head of mine. its not hollow actually, stuffed with information about everything, useless or useful. i just cant seem to remember. i've started on physical geog 2 days ago. and now im still stuck with it. not even done. sobs.. i need help, desperately. and i just cant study with friends around. sickening right! stuck at home ><
okay. i seriously must start on others already. my plan was geog then SS followed by hist and then the rest. coz humans got DAM A LOT to memorize. i dun tink i can finish all the chapters in time for prelims. o lvls maybe. lucky i got 2 humans subject! if not die sia ._. whatever it is, i will definitely do my best. but my plan doesnt seem to work now, with prelims next week. i just must skip more chapters. haiz. i do not have a good feeling for my o lvls if this goes on. mrs chee was right. we take things for granted. all the notes, printing, etc. we must bounce back. but a bit too late i guess. maybe if i start now i may still succeed eventually. but i feel exhausted. really. exhausted physically. all the pressure and tests. i just cant fail! omg. someone save me.
okay. thats all. long post today. hope this doesnt bore you. i must start studying already. dont think i'll be blogging soon, but i'll try to make time. byee <3
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